My Life

Hey everyone, what's up? I haven't posted in a while once again. I miss the days when I used to post like every other day, keeping everyone updated on the events of my life. *shrugs* well, I've got a free half-hour so I figured I'd write some more. So yeah, things in my life are going really well right now. Me and Haby are still growing closer, ever closer. Which is really crazy since I've been thinking that I love her all that I can for 1.5 months now and everyday I just seem to love her more. It's just so amazing, whenever I'm not with her or concentrating fully on something else I feel a sort of emptiness inside of me, I feel like I'm wasting my time. I wish she was sitting here with me right now.

So I went up to Burlington with her again and . . . well, let's start a little farther back than that. So, yeah, Friday night, I meet up with her at my house at 3pm after school. We go to her house and do our usual random movie watching stuff or w/e. I don't remember exactly what we did and it's probably just as well. ;) lol, just kidding. Anyways, so yeah then we went to the school and we performed Candide again, the last time. It went really well, although the lines were a little off, all of the improv that people did to cover it up was in-character and period too so it worked really well. Anyways, after the play we went and saw Scary Movie 4 with a bunch of "our" friends. great movie btw. Lol, hilarious. Then we went back to her house and I got to spend the night, which was so nice. It was really amazing, we were there and got to stay up with eachother until like 330am and then went to Burlington the next morning and then we went our seperate ways at around 8pm. So that's 29 hours together and then as soon as she left, I started missing her again. Oh, it's so crazy.

Well, last night we went dancing, Her, Cait, Tyler, and me. It was a lot of fun. Me and Haby were out on the dance floor at Elektra, just the two of us for 90 minutes straight after I'd just played soccer for two hours. So needless to say my ankles were more tired than Helen Keller's fingers after "reading" war n'peace. But we danced and danced and stared into eachother's eyes and danced and danced the night away. It was so much fun! Then, right before we were about to leave, John, who'd been dancing with Heather and Cassie for most of the time were out there made some snappy comment. I think he said: "Get a room." He looked seriously mad about when he said it too, and I hadn't said anything to him the entire night. And, rather than do what I wanted to do to him, I just walked away with Haby and we left. I'm really sick of him, he's so annoying. But w/e, he doesn't even deserve to be mentioned in my blog. So he can go fuck himself. Well, Drew and Billy are on there way over, so I'm out folks, sorry for everything I didn't mention, I'll get back on it soon. I love you Nummy!

Me talking to Billy's Cel's "message."

Message: Hello . . .

Me: Oh, hey Billy where are-

Message: What?

Me: W-

Message: Huh? I can't hear you . . heh. . . leave a message.

Me: *Sigh* You got me.

Well hey everyone. I haven't blogged on here in a while, I don't even remember the last time I blogged! Well, all I guess I can say is that I've been ungrounded after the car incident for a while now and am back in line with things. Then a few other things happened and things fell out of line for a little bit, and then came back on. But, me and Haby have been getting closer and closer the whole time, we haven't slowed down one, tiny, bit. I don't care what other people say, I love her and no one, NO ONE is going to stop me.

We had an interesting conversation the other night, we were talking about how I am scared to be as in love with her as I am. I've seen what big losses can do to people and I've done one myself and it sucks a lot. We were both a little scared over it and we had this really long and nice philosophical conversation on the whole topic and in the end we both decided that we could trust one another with eachother's hearts. We're both going through some weird times right now but we've never been closer and hey! Yesterday was our one month anniversary, and it's so weird, because I feel like I've known her my whole life I mean, like the day we met we were practically begging other people for eachother's sn's. Mutual friends of both of ours and once we got a hold of them we got closer and closer as friends, then me and Tiffany broke and she became a part of my soul. Then, there's the fact that it feels like it's been such a small amount of time, sort of like when time passes really quickly and an hour feels like 15 minutes or something, like that. It feels like we've only been dating for a week or so. But, the combined feeling of those two and just knowing why I get them, is truly blissfull.

So yeah, that's it with me and Haby, what else is going on in Mr. Zachary's exciting life? Well, I got a new haircut that I like a lot, I think I look a lot better in it then my old one. Some people disagree, but they can all go fuck themselves, I don't care if they like it or not. And what else, oh yes, the John and Cassie situation. Well, I'll tell it from what it's been from my perspective over the past few days. Well, I really only interact with John on the terms of this one, I told Cassie what he did after other people started to hear about it, cause I figured it was better she heard it from someone she trusted and before John figures out that the story is out. So yeah, now, John wants to kick my ass. And I mean seriously, bring it the fuck on. I haven't gotten into a fight since I started taking Okinowan, and I don't want to use it to really hurt someone but he seems hell bent on atleast running his jaw. He told me yesterday at the start of school he was going to kick my ass before that day was over. Obviously he didn't, then I got home and he told me that today he was going to send me to the hospital, which, he obviously didn't do. So yeah, I'm waiting for him to do whatever it is he wants to do to me. I mean c'mon he's like an inch shorter than me and can't be more than 130. I'm 6', 160, like 2% body fat, and I can lift up my dad, who's like 300, lol. Anyways, John if you read this, just fucking do something or back the fuck off I don't care either way. I don't really have anything against you other than you cheated between two of my best friends, but other than that. I don't care.

Well, for the rest of you cool cats. I need to get ready for work, I love you Haby and I hope to see you on Friday! I love you Nummy!

A joke I heard somewhere, don't remember where, setting=two people making out.

1. Hey, I think you've made a new friend! *Raises eyebrowes*

2. Oh really? *Winks*

20 minutes later

1. Hey you're friend just left.

2. Oh, did he run away?

1. No, he just sort of, limped away.

Well hey folks, I haven't posted a blog in a while and a lot has happened to me since the last time I posted one of these bad boys. Well, first of all, even though most people have already seen it, I'll say it anyways. I changed my hair, which dramatically changed my appearance. According to Mandy I look like a jock now, lol. But, that leads me to my other question, do people like it? I got a straight answer out of Haby and I think Cassie. Heather too, but she said it was bad so she doesn't count, lol. But yeah, so Mandy also said that I've been letting my confidence run away with me lately and I've become sort of a cocky asshole. That one sort of got to me, I've always seen myself as sort of a nice guy. Lol, you're all probably like, he's just barely figuring this out?! Yeah, it's sort of hard to see your own flaws when you change this fast.

Anyways, that's whats going on with that, and with me and Haby? We're doing just fine. Things have been a little hard with me being grounded (but somehow, we made it through ) But we're amazing together, I mean seriously! We're so similar! Like a week after meeting eachother we already knew what the other was thinking because they were both practically the same things! She's really great, I love her so much, I sort of feel like a piece of me is gone when she's not around me. I just want to curl up and die. Well, I get ungrounded on Monday so I guess I'll just have to stick it out. Anyways, gots to get going now, or me's will be latez for schoolz. I love you Haby!

Me talking to my Dad about my new haircut yesterday morning

"Well, it sort of stinks, I can't get it to stand up. Do we have any gel?"

"Don't worry about it, you came home last night and it wasn't sticking up."

"Yes it was."

"No, it was more like an awning."

Well, folks, this is my first entry on here, it's 12:17 and I'm going to bed, but from now on I'll be posting here and on Myspace, so that some other people can look at my stuff. Well, I love you HabY! Lol